friday.

i didn't get one...this time

nope.

i have not and will not watch the democratic national convention.

i'll watch it on youtube when i give a shit again.

however.

http://stuffblackpeoplehate.com/2008/08/27/clinton-supporters/

that is all.

craig david

remember this guy?



for no reason at all not too long ago i wondered to myself whatever happened to craig david

i used to be in love with that man and just knew i was going to marry him [i was 12/13, give me a break]
i was also in love with lil fizz from b2k [like crazy screaming groupie in love], kel mitchell [i have no idea why], justin timberlake, lil bow wow, wesley jonathan, usher, and a host of other young men who i can't recall and it is probably for the best.

wow i had shitty taste. i would not want any of those people today.
except craig david.

i would still marry him.

anyway.
i googled him and interestingly enough...he has a new album out





yes his lyrics are still juvenile. and?


and this one just because the band is dope.
:-D
now to actually doing my homework...

:-(

i'm not mad. i'm burning calories bitch.

friday.

worst day ever.

-i woke up with the worst hangover ever and yakking my guts out after everything i ate

-a parking ticket as a result of oversleeping and not moving my car

-because i overslept i couldn't go get my replacement license

-i broke my bracelet that my best friend got me from nigeria

and tomorrow i have to start school again.




yay.

pretty.

just because i really like this song...




i hate when people say i'm pretty.
because i'm fucking weird.

i really like it when people say i'm pretty.
because i'm a fucking girl.

but most of the time it just makes me uncomfortable.
because i really don't think i'm that good looking.
i know i'm not an eyesore but neither is most people.

i always figured that if someone was good looking it would afford them favors and random good shit that normal looking people don't really have. i've seen this happen to people that i consider good looking. i don't seem to get special treatment.

the only people that seem to gush about how gorgeous i am seem to be my family members, older women, and men over 40. i'm actually kind of sick of men over 40 grinning and flirting with me. i don't want to date my daddy. i've actually seen a marked increase in grown ass men [with cars, mortgages, and FAMILIES] flirting with me. this needs to stop pronto.

this whole disjointed thought process came from my weekly thought of why i'm still single. i used to think that it was because i was some hideous creature. but now i just realized that it currently comes down these four apparently extremely difficult qualifications that i have.

1) he's attracted to me
2) he's single
3) i'm attracted to him [this appears to be the most difficult qualification of all]
4) one of us does something about it

see. i guess my friends are right. my standards are too high.

*insert angst filled noise and falling off of chair*

WORD?!?!

this shit HERE n*gga...

see now i take it back.
fuck him.

of course a black dude that people like HAS to be the antichrist.
and some asshat in buttfuck, west virginia will be like see i told you so...

i hate politricks.
i swear his aides and campaign workers are all those wack kids that nobody liked growing up because they were so annoying and they've grown to be bitter annoying adults.

btw...when did mccain get a youtube account?
does he even know what youtube is?

esperanza

so i heard this girl and i wondered why she sounded so familiar.

she sounds just like amel larrieux
kinda looks like her too
speaking of amel larrieux she has a new album in the works :-) she's actually the only artist that i legally own all of her albums

anyways...the esperanza joint is actually her 2nd album. the first one is an afro-cuban jazz joint which is always thumbs up in my book.

magical amount

been bumping this for a few days for some odd reason...



i just liked this picture.
[press play]

*dedicated to derek.