hater

if i don't like it, i don't like it, that don't mean i'm hating - common

i want the word hater to die.

for example.
i like a few of beyonce's songs but i think most of her lyrics are stupid. and then the dizzy bitch claims to write the stupid ass songs when it has been proven that she doesn't and if she does it's with other writers [ne-yo] either that or she reinterprets struggling artists' demos [jazmine sullivan] wack. she's a good performer but...eh.

i occasionally may fuck with a weezy song. but usually in the middle of the song i'll just be like...wtf are you talking about. you may think it's cool that he doesn't write anything down. fuck that. sometimes planning is a good thing. on one song he went from talking about buttfucking to saying his abc's. the man is on drugs people. stop supporting his habit.

kanye... he used to be awesome. now he's just a cunt putting out barely acceptable music and blogging in all caps acting like he's reinventing the wheel. biting t-pain's barely tolerable style doesn't make you different, it actually makes you just like everyone else.

when i smh at these folks i'm a hater.
i just feel that these people can do better and people hype them up to be so awesome when there are so many people better than them
shit, if that's what a hater is i'll be that.

_______

is there a lifemax i can go to and trade this one in?
i've gone as far as i can with this one
it bores me



i need new friends [not replacements, just supplements]


gah.

the dresden soul symphony

i said was going to stop downloading shit and just letting it sit for months before getting around to listening to it. well i only waited a month for this one...i'm improving, lol








great for a bourgie negro get together
[and lulz @ tweet's stank sangin' face. i'm just glad she got a gig, i was wondering what happened to her]

dear kanye pt. 2

why.
at least with lil wayne i can blame drugs for his foolishness, such as coming out with a "rock" album [wtf? i'm sure the "sooooooo different" black kids and hot topic crowd will gobble it up]

i understand you lost your moms and the love of your life.
but stop.

stop trying to be taz arnold.
and cut your damn hair.

blahblahblah

ohmygoodness this is soooooo racist
ohmygoodness they said the n-word!
-_-

i've read all the lyrics of the song. never at any point do they put down any race of people. how is stating that the president is black or that his house is comprised of white people racist? people who scream for a post-racial society are first of all idiots.
there is nothing wrong with seeing color. i want you to recognize that i'm black. the problem comes in when you make judgments about me and how i should be treated based on it. avoiding talking about race or stating ethnicities does not make it disappear and people annoy me to no end when they get upset that race is even brought up. i will agree that sometimes it gets overdone and even i get tired of it always coming up. but you're never going to get past something if you just ignore it.

and michelle malkin is a hack. but nazz though? at least look up the proper pronunciation.

now this however, racist as fuck. i actually thought that they were joking.

bush.

i kinda feel bad for the guy.

it sucks to have the whole world hate you and glad to see you go.
especially when it wasn't all your fault.

i honestly think his problem was that he had no fucking idea what he was doing. and his advisers didn't help him the way he needed to be helped.

he's like that spoiled frat boy that just wants to party and hang with his friends and is forced by his daddy to get a real job. he seems like he'd be fun to go out drinking with. having control over my life? not so much.
i hope he can go and do what he really wants to do now and clear brush and hunt or whatever it is that old white men do in texas.

i mean i still wouldn't argue him going down as the worst president in history. even though it wasn't completely his fault, he does have to take responsibility for the actions done by his administration in his name.

and because he did so crappy, people have placed unrealistic expectations on obama. he's not superman, so he won't possibly be able to reverse all these problems that have been building up since before bush was even in office. but hopefully he can make a nice little headway into some progress. the worst we can do is stay the same.

blah. i'm going to make some eggs and toast.


EDIT: NVM. fuck him. obviously these people don't give a fuck about our health, environment, or future generations

today is a good day.

My President is Black in fact he’s half white/
So even in a racist mind he’s half right/
Even in these racist times we alright/
My President is Black but his house is all white.

Rosa Parks sat so Martin Luther can walk/
Martin Luther walked so Barack Obama can run/
Barack Obama ran so all the children can fly/
So I’m a spread my wings you can meet me in the sky/
I already got my own clothes already got my own shoes/
I was hot before Barack imagine what I’m gonna do.

Hello Miss America, hey pretty lady/
Red white & blue flag wave me for me baby/
Never thought I’d say this shit, baby I’m good/
You can keep your puss I don’t want no more Bush/
No more wars nor more Iraq/
No more white lies my President is Black.

- Jay-Z


am i the only one that can see barry vibing like shit to this on the sneak when nobody is around.




i heart jay smooth. he's my second favorite half black man.

r-e-b-u-i-l-d. c-o-n-s-t-r-u-c-t

pretty much sums up my mood for the day

what the hell.

Oscar Grant III
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2009/01/05/oscar-grant-iii-fatally-s_n_155462.html

Adolph Grimes III
http://www.cnn.com/2009/CRIME/01/09/new.orleans.shooting/

Robbie Tolan
http://www.cnn.com/2009/CRIME/01/08/baseballer.shot/index.html



all of this happened within the span of a few days
what is really going on?
all of these guys were either unarmed or were apprehended by plainclothes police officers so they had no idea that they were being arrested.
the police aren't talking and believe that they should be cleared.
at least in the case of oscar grant, the dude was arrested, but that's probably only because he's resigned and his murder was actually caught on tape.

but why do you need to shoot people?

i really don't want to say it's racial profiling but you don't ever hear of white men who are subdued on the ground getting shot.

why do you need to shoot an unarmed person?
i understand that police are afraid and nervous about potentially dying, but so are the people that they are apprehending.

in the cases other than the BART one, obviously the problem is the police just don't know what the fuck they're doing.

rolling up on someone in a car for a drug bust [out of uniform] when they don't have any drugs.
seems like unfortunately for grimes he happened to have a [legal] weapon.
now if 9 people in regular ass clothes surround my car, and i have a gun. what do you think i'm going to do?

and i'm just trying to imagine pulling up in my driveway after going to get some food and a cop just rolls up and accuses me of stealing my own damn car. what do you do?


the worst thing is...i didn't feel the need to say anything about it
because it didn't surprise me.
i mean, sure it's an outrageous thing, but is it really surprising?
people always ask me why i take my camera everywhere and i [half jokingly] say 'you never know when you'll see some black guy getting rodney king'd and he needs some evidence'


what the hell.
post-racial society my ass.

my sentiments exactly.

i tend to break out from unconscious stress every time school starts.
this would be the one time someone attractive is in one of my classes.
*shakes fist at sky*

blah.

on repeat.

late pass.

blahblahblah
i haven't blogged [or done much of anything lately] because i have nothing to talk about
and i've been distracted by the newest love of my life.
[the zune, not reggie bush]


i bought [yes, bought] a new album a few days ago. i'm kinda miffed that i accidently copped the edited version. if someone wants to send me the unedited that'd be pretty great.
excuse my lateness but it's pretty awesome. i had the mixtape sitting on my desktop for quite some time but never actually listened to it, but had been blasting the stay up! [viagra] remix for a little bit. i finally just broke down and bought the mp3 album because i got paid and felt like i shouldn't be a pirate for once.


i feel like i have been out of school for forever and there is still another week left until it starts back. yay?