i have none.
at least not all of them.
i am completely and utterly UN-empathetic
i am incapable of comforting people.
i'm incapable of being in relationships because it's very hard for me to attach to people.
this [and my shyness/awkwardness] is why it's really difficult for me to make friends. when i meet new people it's hard for me to get over that initial awkward stage. usually because i just don't care to make that small talk or relate or whatever, i kinda want to...but for some reason i just don't. i'm quite surprised i have the ones i have now.
it's slightly disturbing how easily i can cut someone out of my life and not miss that particular person, but i still feel that void at least. but i detach too easily for my liking.
i honestly have no idea what love is. i'm not even convinced that i truly love my family and friends.
on the flipside...i think i'm pretty fucking emo sometimes.
all that angsty shit. all that. but i think most of that emo shit is wondering why i'm so cold and distant and why i can't do better.
i guess that's why i like music so much.
they do my feeling for me.
i think i'm a robot.
*does the robot*